Familie

hey, good morning! it is a sunday.
wow, this place looks deserted....
anyway, i hope that the Mutiply thing works, otherwise we're back to square one.
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the past week has been boring, so i dun have much to say ...
my sister has been extremely extremely extremely annoying and rude , and we don't know what to do about this. tolerate her, she thinks she can have her way. yell at her, she yells back at you. explain to her slowly, she doesn't listen.
so how???
p/s i'm not really expecting an answer seeing is no one really comes here anymore.
but if u have something to say about that, then pls tell me because i really dont' know what to do with my sis. X.X

please, ppl, next time you fill in registration forms, think of the poor people who have to go through stacks of forms and read all the cakar ayam... like me, right now. All these people are entering the poem recitation contest and I have to arrange their names according to class and competition group. I don't know what is wrong with these people, but some have really bad handwriting. One writes his 'J's and 'Y's nearly exactly the same, leaving me to wonder whether it's Je Yue or Ye Jue or Je Jue or Ye Yue. And another one by this Malay girl... yeah, i suppose malays are famous for their stuck-together handwriting. adoi.... I cannot figure out whether she's writing 'Seman' or 'Semah' or 'Selnan' or 'Selnah'. It looks the most like 'semah' so I'll use that.
Next time you ppl see your names printed out wrongly, don't complain first, think about how artistically you scrawled your name on the form and pity the poor secretary who had to squint and guess.

ahh.... i remember the login and password!
actually i'm so damm UN-free... past 2 days supposed to go for the 2 blockbusters, i have to cancel ~ Madagascar and Star Wars 3.

I'm am still trying to catch up on my work... i left for 4 days hols in Perhentian without finishing my work :P heheh typical me! Anyways... i'm still not done, but i'm feeling so sleepy, i thought i'l log my work-hours (in HP its called Omega), and in my dazed state, i clicked on "Kamun" - and i thought `hey i still havnt read her blogs`... but then the page wouldn't load! error:cannot find server! :-O so.. i tried 'Familie' and got the same error... clicked a few times in my dozing state and then i saw "ding dong" and realised that i'm reading the blog. And now.. i'm typing some blog!

Well.. I'm waiting for my bro to compile the fotos from perhentian, the other guys got some great shots of sea-life ~ heheh, bet Pui Ling might start itching to dive.. and JK will be damm jealous! :-p
We can post photos here, yes?!?

Well, i'm putting GREEN words here, but wondering if it will get published black anyway.

LAters.......I gona check out 'Kamun' blogsite. By the way, i'm burnt like an Indian, but it's a "sexy" color according to Kamun :-P {hmm wonder what she wants, coz she NEVER compliments me....!!??}
~ LE xxox

yes... another month has arrived.... pathetic, the number of posts here... does anyone even come here?
It's the hols now. a welcome break from the whole avalanche of new and hard stuff. at least when we start 2nd semester, it won't be so bad cos we know what we're up against.
I got my report card. was surprised cos i thought I woudl only get 60-sth. My midterm average is 72.6 and I am satisfied with it so if anyone else thinks otherwise they can come up to me. Maybe some of you don't know, but academic results r the least of my worries. Everyone else is moaning, shit I got 70sth that is so weak... but me, I don't really give rats droppings about it. Not like I can do anything to change it, right? Besides, to get 70sth in Chong Hwa (especially when you're in senior middle class already) is no mean feat so don't tell me to get my act up cos it is as 'up' as is can be already. there are more important stuff like reading and going online and having fun with my friends.
Everybody sees all those results as the only form of proof they have for their achievement. that is so sad, u know? I'm probably not that great at most other stuff either but at least i have a life and I don't worry about something as trivial as this. Oh, I'm sure if a tsunami suddenly swept me away, the first thing god looks at in my application form to heaven, would be my academic results. Right.

after solid maydays... here comes june and winter! (did u know mayday came from the french maidez, 'help me'?) autumn was actually kinda late this year, still lotsa trees pretty green with only a few and there pure yellow. but suddenly there's an assault of Cold and i'm lazy everyday coz my feet are cold. my feet get so numb i actually prefer to keep my thermals and jeans And socks on the whole night after getting home. is it just me? anyone?

this blog is quuuuuiiieeettt. let's hope it's not passing away like all the previous attempts. been slogging my ass off the last week, average 3 hours sleep a day. blame it on last minutes but it turned out all good. there was this screw up with my laptop which, looking back, seems like an age ago. must be all the time i spent awake. now my break's started but there's another thingy due, a writing folio. folio meaning a compilation of 10 briefs. otherwise, it's time for serious chilling... got a well-deserved 16 hour sleep yesterday hehe.

meanwhile... it's soon the last leg of uni for me. in other words, possibly the last 3 months of formal education in my lifetime, if i don't choose to study some more (ok, realize that sounds damn lansi coz i'm a lucky bitch, but- ) kinda scary thought. there's this part of me which stubbornly refuses to grow up, but our time comes sooner or later heh? soon as u start work u plunge right in with no respite, no more such thing as a breather, as a mid-term break, only the measly 2-digit number of days annually. i guess that's the scary part, but then again nearly every break i find myself with nothing to do, which after a while gets damn sad. so much so i'm already feeling i'm damn sad and it's just day 2.

okok, last mid-term break! better be positive and stop self-contradiction. i guess with the above paragraph anyone can safely say i dunno what to do with my life. it's... like that... phase where u try to find meaning in every thing u do. so i can draw some, i can write some - but is it 'substance' enough to last me for a life and living? am i a nut? please say yes, it's a much happier outlook.

anyway, my convo date is 15 dec.

(cue drumroll and drum solo which dwindles from lack of audience)